Dear haniwww,
It's already late at night and I just woke up instead. My sleeping schedule is such a mess again. There was time when I feel like I was living a very great healthy life and I was happy for that. By that time, I made my theory, that is "healthy life is started by healthy sleep. When your sleeping schedule is a mess, healthy life is a myth". And I believe that.
In recent days I actually have tried to improve my sleeping schedule. I did what I could, including anything. But last nite was an exception. Last nite finally I talked to my husband (again) after so long. We fought (again) over text until morning (Indonesian time) so I could sleep just when the clock show fajr time. Oh, screw me. It ruined every thing. I couldn't do my job, I couldn't go to the office, I feel weak, and now, I don't know how to sleep in the proper time again.
I literally achieved nothing today. Hence I feel so useless, I procrastinated so badly, the tasks just stuck in my head without me really doing anything about that, I watched many youtube videos just to make myself awake, man, I really have to do something.
Anyway, it's been three days since I write something on this blog daily, I think it has to be counted as an achievement tho. I do something regular, that is big! At least I have a thing that I can do it with discipline. Even though it is just me ranting about whatever :p
Ok. I really have to try to go to sleep now. But before, I want to plan what I should do in this week, so my life is not sailing without a map again, at least for this week. Hmm, let's see, I have to do this, that, oh, so many things! Lets start planning!
Jakarta, 00.35 AM
after eating Crunchaus salad that I bought with 50% off Grabfood discount
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